Halloween

Paid $15 to get scare and I indeed get spooked. As I entered the haunted house  feeling brave and what came next was screams and terror after that. Just to let you know that  I'm a coward who hang out with my sister's friends. ;)

Dad the handy man

With help of my father, I get to diy my own book binding. It's such a tough process that requires drilling and screwing. The use of various materials such as wood, metal and acrylic to produce a book binder. New technique Kay. Thought of it myself but I'm not sure if it will work. I will have my finger cross

I am who I want to be

How can a future designer not know how to draw?

Oh well, hello there, I don't.

As i gawked at my fellow friend's drawing or scanned the entire art room all i see is a freaking good looking piece of drawing. I stared at my own and shook my head in disbelief. How can I not have the flare to draw? I enter this course without any drawing talent. OHMY!!!

I shall not continue to bury myself in my own self-pity and start practising my drawing. Start with the basic and stopped procrastinating. Make art your own style not copy art. you don't have to be perfect. Please learnt to make lots of mistakes only then will you be able to learn for it.

If you are so talented or perfect, why the need for school. Be bold and believe yourself. Don't let self-doubt kill you, its lethal.

Reflection

Sometimes when I tell the truth, it will put people into disbelief. When I claimed that I work on illustrator for less than 5 times, people ain't gonna believe it. But it's true. It took me since Monday to Thursday to complete It but I fake saying a week cos 4 days are ways too short to produce this work. Truth is I worked my ass off it. I practically google to use the perspective grid, to create dimension in the font, frantically downloading fonts to suit the theme. 

I feel that people now am seeing me as a competition. I dare not say I'm a fabulous designer or skillful knowledgeable who is great in softwares. But I can feel that I'm being watched. People that don't talk to me in class starts talking?! Err.. Ok. 

I have so much things to learn still. Of cos, I do get lots of inspiration online and like every designer's dream I just want my designs to inspire people too. 

So less procrastination and relax take a deep breath and keep designing!!

FOUND

I see myself grow everyday, learning new programme skills and it always amaze me how much I can learn.

Taking on a whole new education, this 2 months have been really great to me. As usual, overthinking thing tend to be my weakness. 

Always keep it to a minimum.

Either you do your best or never.

Keep finding and it will be found.